Gemini Full Moon & the stupor of messy year end
๐๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ข ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐จ๐จ๐ง ๐ยบ๐๐โ (๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ฏ - ๐๐ ๐๐๐)
Gemini full moon at degree of โdesire to reach beyond established formsโ inflicted by Mars Saturn square is like driving a race car with breaks on. Itโs frustrating & we resent the caution as we itch to move fast.
It doesnโt help that ruler of this full moon - Mercury is in a turkey stupor with a confused mind, low immunity & possibly a flu or stewing in self inflicted mental inferiority torture chamber. Neptune while helping us blur the boundaries so we can color outside the lines - is also making us procrastinate in vulnerability. (Neptune influence by sign at the bottom for reference)
Gemini full moon arenโt known for explosions of emotional anger or repressed feelings - May be verbal diarrhoea to be entertaining but not compulsively contrarian. We seem to be compulsively contrarians right now & itโs not funny or entertaining or well contained!
Reminds me of slime - not the dirty kind, the play kind. It has no purpose but to probably let one know some things can exist outside a defined container. Looks yucky to observer but entertaining to owner
We explode into formlessnessโฆ
Playful slime as it tries to reflect a childโs brain evolution is surely reprimanded shortly by Saturn as it despises the glitter on the wooden floors which would probably never get out & makes once formally set house look like a semi playground of a creator with no clue of end result
โRules control the Fun!โ Saturn is the apex of this T-Squared full moon.
A t-squared full moon comes with conflicting choices - normally we duck to make the choice but Saturn leaves no room to duck out.
To avoid making this choice we could color our hair & join the revolution blowing up whole world into a goo of our colorful slime or repress telling anyone what we intend to do & withdraw totally where no one can question our playful slime.
Saturn would like us to get hold of this bipolar full moon & make it hunker down to have some good old slime making rules. No hardwood no upholstery for example (true story!) Yet some formally allocated time to color outside the lines & a tangible outcome ?
We would retrace these steps again as these are not final decisions as Mercury will walk these degrees again as it goes retrograde on 13 Dec. Rethinking, deciding again, making rules, resenting the boundaries, being compulsively contrarian again as Neptune makes the year end fog thicker as it dawns on us by going direct on 6th & strongly debilitating our ability to act & think decisively. Health and immunity also become a key topic.
Expect less of you, expect less of the moment, expect less of playtime as slime is not the outcome its the process.
Itโs there to stimulate the senses we would normally suppress or ignore. Itโs calming, itโs grounding, its formlessness surprisingly brings us back in current moment instead of future anxiety. Itโs teaching us how some unlikely ingredients can come together to make a new thing that didnโt exist before.
Gemini slime is never made alone.
Social elements as much as conflicting, as messy, as seemingly a time waste or frivolous can come together & stimulate a part of us that we ignore or suppress making us alive to current moment. Just because you cannot name your madness, doesnt mean you have to live it alone. The thing you might judge in you - might be inspiring to another as you try to color outside the boundaries of sanity. And to those it doesnโt they would help create the friction which would help yield usefulness out of this process of self discoveryโฆ
Either ways there is no need to hide your colorfully frustrating formlessness as everyone is dying to experience something original. The something original you are probably calling your madnessโฆ
Much โค๏ธ
Neptune Influence
You know how everyone says you loose with Neptune, it chips some part of you away depending on which house itโs in. Money (2), friends (11), partners (7), health (6), home (4) & so on. Adding ambiguity, lack of steady ground where it enters
But one thing we never think of how much we gain by being vulnerable in area of Neptune, itโs the return to innocence & much is gained by accepting our fallibility & vulnerability in Neptune transit house.
Oh the world it shows us where we would never goโฆ there is much to be gained by being open vulnerable in Neptune areas of our life. It opens our eyes to a world we would logically never go toโฆ
Just some key areas of Neptune transit influence by sign (not limited to these) as Neptune gets strong in Dec & brings more than flu & confusion or health vulnerabilities.
Aries - 12 (Past hidden demons)
Taurus - 11 (Friends, big wealth)
Gemini - 10 (Career, status)
Cancer - 9 (Education, Lifeโs meaning)
Leo - 8 (Boundaries, power, sex)
Virgo - 7 (Partner, commitment)
Libra - 6 (Health, routines, job)
Scorpio - 5 (love, creativity, risk appetite)
Sagittarius - 4 (Home family)
Capricorn - 3 (Speech, mind, logic, skills)
Aquarius - 2 (Values, money, assets)
Pisces - 1 (Your whole identity)